I Can’t Write

5 Aug

I cannot write. Things happening around me lately are just so intense that it overwhelms me. This is just an attempt to maybe release the tension in my head and in my heart.

My heart is broken again. Sadly because of the same person who broke my heart a countless times.

M.

The only difference this is time, is that this is probably the last time he will break it.

I will see him in less than 2 weeks. I will fly to where he is and see him for the first and last time.

In less than 2 weeks.

After almost 9 years.

After everything we’ve been through.

I feel scared. I don’t know what’s gonna happen. It makes it feel like I’m waiting for my death sentence or death itself.

I cant just write.

I don’t know if I would still write.

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